Waking up on the wrong side of the bed is a phenomenon commonly known as: I woke up today feeling cranky and pissed off for no good reason whatsoever.
It is amazing how many people suffer from this every day. Today it happened to me as well. It has been a long time since I experienced this rush of negativity running through my veins. I feel grumpy, worried, sad and not in the mood for anything. Unfortunately for me I can't stay in bed all day hoping these feelings will, eventually, go away. I have to work. In fact,I have to teach 13-16 year old children who don't really want to learn. However this is the least of my issues. It could just be the case that I will go to bed today and all these negative feelings will suddenly go away and I will wake up tomorrow feeling cheerful and positive(yeah...like that would ever happen).
On another note, I am pretty sure that someone has cursed me or sth...!I feel like once sth is going well in my life all the rest sort of collapse around that one thing. Frankly, I am amazed that I got out of bed at all today. It has been a while since I moaned(especially on my blog) and I thought it would be better than venting my anxiety and frustration to an innocent human being. That is all for now! I will blog again when I am closer to civilization and only if I am feeling cheerful and positive...and that IS a promise
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3.7.09
I am finally going back to the U.K. (even if it is just for a month)!!
Well there is not too much to say really. I got a summer job somewhere South of London and I am super excited. I am leaving on the 5th of July (which is this Sunday) but I am not sure when I'll be coming back. One thing is for sure...I will try and enjoy every minute of my stay. I am pretty certain that I will feel extremely tired by the end of my contract but it is a paying job and that is all that counts. I hope I will find some time to blog while I am over there but in case I don't have time I would like to wish you all a great great summer.
Cheers! :P
A.
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